Don't know what to do
I am just about to have the last treatment of my fourth round of chemotherapy. I've been at this including a trial of olaporib which gave me a two year break from actual Chemo.
Dont get me wrong but the longer this goes on the less support I seem to get I think I have just been sick for too long and my family's forgotten and just don't ask anymore. I am so lonely I work full time around treatment so don't qualify for any concessions even parking at Peter mac is full price for me..I am the only income for the family because my husband has chosen not to work anymore but has not chosen to take on any extra at home . It's hard to explain to outsiders that I don't get help I made the mistake early on saying that I wanted things to be normal and my family took it literally at the moment I just feel vulnerable because Chemo ends tomorrow and I don't know what's next for me I'm scared the cancer will start to run and I won't beable to catch up where does a cancer patient get help when they work seems like you have to give up to get a break I have to use my holiday pay to cover the time I need off so if I could get a break I don't have the pay to cover a holiday
sorry for whinging but I have no outlet